It’s not about when’s the right time, it’s about who’s the right person.

For someone who’s new to love or was hurt and been through rough times in the aspect of love, it will always be hard for us to trust again. To invest in new people, new feelings and new beginnings. Because we know for a fact than every beginnings leads to an ending. No matter how hard we try to be optimistic about being able to trust or to even love again, the scar from the past or the fear to start again comes with endless what ifs.

So when we try so hard to ignore the possibilities of the new people coming to try their lives with us, we would always say that it’s not yet the right time. That we are not yet ready, that maybe it’s not yet the right time for you or for this moment. But then I realized, that it’s not the right time that we are scared or not ready for. It’s the the fear of giving the person the chance to waste our time we want to spend on the right person. It just takes the right person for us to be ready. The right time will never come if it’s not the right person who’s coming. And you will never know who is the right one if you keep blocking every chance of the right person coming in your life.

So don’t be afraid of every new and endings of life has to offer. We are here to enjoy every happiness and hardship life may bring. We just gotta handle it right and go with the flow.

Charlie Puth live in Manila.

Last night was totally amazing. I was able to  attend one of the hottest pop star singer of today’s generation, Charlie Puth! I’ve been waiting for this moment to come since he released his album Nine Track Mind. I was lucky enough to buy a VIP Center Row 6 Seat 11 ticket for his center. Freaks out, Im in the center and row 6 is pretty near to the stage plus the seat 11 is lit the middle of every row, im the middle of the middle middlest hahahaahhahaha.

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He’s totally a hottie guys! I swear to the old and new Gods!

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I TOLD YOU GUYS! HE’S HOT!

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UGH STOP I WANNA TAKE YOU HOME.

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AND THIS IS HOW CLOSE HE IS TO MEEEEEEE.

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MY BABYYYYY!

 

I really hope I could share you some video clips I took but I can’t upload it here. BUT!!!!!! You can check it out on my instagram account: ivylieved enjooooooy! 🙂

Rest now, Lolo.

This last two weeks of my life has been a very though one, not just because class starts tomorrow but because my grandfather is in the hospital and in critical condition. He’s in mild stroke when he was admitted and complications stared to comes with it too.

I visited him last Monday to check how’s he doing and to see if what we can help in the hospital. So when I went there, he was awake but he couldn’t open his eyes wide so he remains his eyes closed. But he was responsive, he was actually moving and moving from time to time which makes the IV injection to move too. The nurse keeps telling my lolo to stay still because it was his third injection.

By lunch, the doctor came in the suite with the NGT that he will insert in my lolo’s nose so he could eat. By that time, my lolo can’t eat through mouth because it may cause the food to be stucked in the lungs that to go to the stomach. So as the saying goes, prevention is better than cure. My lolo wasn’t responsive, he keeps telling that he doesn’t want the tube and he wanted to eat the food through his mouth. So he wasn’t responsive, and it breaks my Dad’s heart watching him in that moment.

After my visit last Monday, my Aunt Perly called my Dad on a Friday night saying my lolo is not in good shape anymore. He wants my Dad to go there because they think he can’t make it anymore. So first thing in the morning, my Dad was in Quezon after that before the noon strikes my grandfather is gone. He texted us sending the news.

I guess, he’s in the better place now. With his wife, the kid he lost before and with the God our creator. Rest now, Lolo. Rest in peace. You will always be in our hearts. I love you, always and forever. ❤️

When in Ilocos

Hi guys, I’ll be sharing some of my photos from my trip to Ilocos last April 27! It was a 3 days and 2 nights trip with my company Abegail and Stpeh Fadri, my officially travel buddy of 2016.

Day 1: Laoag City, Ilocos Norte

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Welcome to the Marcos Museum in Sarrat Ilocos Norte!

 

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Paoay Church

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Hi guys, this is me (the one in your left) and my buddy Abegail (the one in your right)

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Malacañang of the North

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Sta. Monica Church

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Me by The Ruins

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The whisper wall (its so amazing guys, like you whisper there and you’ll hear in the other side wtvr it’s amazing)

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THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY ONE!!! SAND DUNES!!

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Sand boarding experience!

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And yesssss, here goes my buddies for the 4×4 ride!

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Yep, its a hello kitty 4×4 ride!

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So this is me stucked in the middle of the dessert. And guess what, it was also he driver’s first time to have his passengers stucked. So idk what to feel, but the heat is seriously scorching so I made this face.

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Kapagod bes

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So this is really my first time to try sand boarding and Im scared as hell.

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BUT AFTER I TRIED IT, I EVEN DID IT FOR 3 TIMES BECAUSE IT’S SO FUN YOU WANNA DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!! (sorry for the shitty look, God knows how much I wanna check in the hotel and have the most awaited bath of my day)

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And here goes me and my buddies while boarding!

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So this is like the City Hall of Laoag and we’re here to buy stuff to survive the night and the following! (Water is like my life in this whole trip okay)

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You gotta be kidding me if you’re not gonna take Ilocos Empanada in your first day of Ilocos trip okay? Its the best, like its really my favorite even Im purely from the South.

Okay time to check in the hotel, Century Gardens.

Day 2: Pagudpud

So the next day starts! New adventures and more pagod, like pagud-pud.

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So this is me soaking in the heat, mind you this was taken last April when heat is life.

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Cape Bojeador Lighthouse

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Topview

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Yep that’s me!

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So this is me and Steph in a hala-nahulog-log-log-log haha

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This is me being maarte haha

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Rock formation

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me enjoying the view and heat I guess

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The view is so pretty, without the people in the background haha

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Kapurpuran Rock formation! What a beauty!

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Yuh, so pretty.

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My best buds.

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Sorry for being fat, that’s me and embrace my bigness.

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What am I even proving here? Hahaha.

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Bangui Windmills

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I really had fun doing the jump shots okay?

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Oh, take credit for my hair pls

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That look!

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How about we go get crazy

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crazier ….

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okay I got this

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right?

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DEFINITELY

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Welcome to PAGUDPUD BEACH!

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Yes, I have a thing for jump shots

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Clearly shows how we love each other, right?

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Day 3: Vigan City

Probably the day I am so excited about this trip! This last day is a lot more exciting than I thought it’s gonna be!

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Sorry for the resulution, but yeah welcome to Baluarte!

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Okay, I have to seriously include this because its my first time to try Mcdo’s Matcha Oreo Mcflurry and damn, sa Vigan ko natigman ang the best! Look, super ma-green. Super daming green tea flavor! Gosh, I love ate who served this to me!!!

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Welcome to Bantay Bell Tower

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Yep, that’s the bell!

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Cool right!

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Its a museum the-I-forgot-what-where-museum.

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Welcome to Hidden Garden, yep we found it *insert sarcasm here*

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AND FINALLY!!! THE MOST AWAITED CALLE CRISOLOGO!!!!

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Yuh, I did but stuff here you know pasalubong! HAHAAHAHA

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So yeah guys, hope you enjoyed scrolling tho super daming pictures!

Where do we start? Where do we begin?

gI always knew that beginnings are always the happiest. But then maybe, some of them are the hardest endings. Well in my part, this beginning is in the middle of the happiest and the ending. I am nowhere. I am lost, completely clueless. My start is not the beginning nor the ending but the journey to finding my self in between and beneath.

If you would ask me why, I will answer you with the question why not? Take a risk. Take a shot. Fail, and make mistakes. That is where we’ll all learn and build ourself, ones that are though enough to face the world we are scared of. The world full of lies and untrue. We build the better version of ourself, all because we take the risk, we take the shot.

So where do we really start? Where do we begin? Where in the middle of the lost self and the other half. Or maybe life just happened, and still happening.